Answer Wanted

I know could've done somethings which I didn't, but I doubt that's all your reasons for giving up on me... I doubt that you've forgotten the things I did for you, also the ones I'm willing to do. I doubt you've actually come to despise me, because you needed me too many times before. No way all the time we spent together meant nothing to you, they meant everything to me... All the talks, all the walks, all the stares and laughs, all the worries and mistakes (probably), the sights and sounds... Those must be still alive, I need those, and you need me, you've said it yourself. Fine, let's go back to ground zero, I'll do it all over again... Same mistakes too, if that's what it really takes... I'll shed the same tears, and laugh over the very same jokes, and I won't leave, not as long as you don't want me to... But, what if you do? What if I'm marking my ground, for something that no longer exists? You were almost everything I had, and I let you go... Did I loose you? I don't know... Does it feels like it? It hell does!... Just tell me, tell me I can make it better again and I will. Show me what I did wrong, explain what I have to do, for I want to make it all right again. But you have to want it, you have to miss what we had, you have to love me... You have to, or else there is nothing that can be done... I never meant to say goodbye, I wanted to stay and wait forever, and do whatever it takes. You begged me not to leave, I won't... You wanted me not to change, I didn't... You need me to be happy, I can't, not if you don't help me.

I swear to you, I'll wait. I'll crawl, cry and weep... Just tell me you still love me like you did, show me that you'd miss me if I were gone, prove me wrong this once, and I'll run back to you... Because now I want you, badly, deeply, madly. My question begs your answer. Answer me honestly, and I'll do what I promised, being that whatever it is...