I missed that...
I missed that look on your face. Not the one that quietly begged for help with the innocence of a child, the desperation of a caged bird and the life beneath a warm heart, but the one that melts my soul and breaks my heart with emotion of such a beautiful sparkle that gazed me. Geez, I missed the deep blue sea behind that face, the greatness through the waters of time that flow through your mind, the light, the sunlight, thrown at me by your smile. And it thrills me. It thrills me that I no longer have to fear it, no longer have I to depend on it, but forever enjoy it and keep it. No longer shall my skin be the one burned and scratched by such beautiful wonder, instead home for a renewed friendship, one of those that seem to last forever and that shall not be forgotten.
Right now I feel the sorrow that flows through my veins, the one that I was the cause of, the one that I won't be able to compensate. I must regain the days lost, the help ungiven and the smiles unshown. Unfortunately, no hours can compare to the minutes I didn't spend talking, no star can be a missed glimpse. The stars won't be the ones helping forget it, but they'll be the ones making it all better.
Maybe we can do it as before and talk until forever, maybe we can do as before and look up at the sky, maybe we can do it as before and look at each others eyes and see nothing but ourselves...
Right now I feel the sorrow that flows through my veins, the one that I was the cause of, the one that I won't be able to compensate. I must regain the days lost, the help ungiven and the smiles unshown. Unfortunately, no hours can compare to the minutes I didn't spend talking, no star can be a missed glimpse. The stars won't be the ones helping forget it, but they'll be the ones making it all better.
Maybe we can do it as before and talk until forever, maybe we can do as before and look up at the sky, maybe we can do it as before and look at each others eyes and see nothing but ourselves...
I'm willing to do it all over again, are you too? No mistakes this time...
posted by KasaK @ 9:34 p.m.
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2 Comments:
É sempre bom ter alguém que se preocupa connosco... alguém que olha para nós e que nos vê. Como sabes, tu és dos poucos que me olhas e que me vês de facto. É dos poucos (e não há muitos assim) que se preocupam com o meu sorriso, com "that look on your face". És quem vê por trás do meu sorriso mal ensaiado, e que o tenta transformar num cada vez mais verdadeiro. E não sabes o quanto te agradeço por isso. Tenho muita sorte em ter-te comigo, e espero que nunca voltemos "ao mesmo"... lembras-te? :)
Obrigada... por tudo mesmo... Nunca vou esquecer :')
Hi kasak...
Vim ler o texto outra vez.
Estava triste, e como nunca esqueci o gesto que tiveste e tens comigo... vim lê-lo outra vez.
Acho que o vou imprimir e guardar num local mais fácil de ler, porque aquilo que disseste é o tipo de coisa que eu gosto de ouvir quando estou "menos contente".
Aliás... tu sabes sempre o que dizer "naqueles" momentos.
Tenho uma coisa para te dizer... e vou tentar em inglês XD
i miss you... i miss your hugs, i miss the hugs you gave me with your eyes...
beijo
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